Baby X

Today I'm thinking about a little one I will refer to as 'Baby X'.  A couple of weeks ago we got a very random phone call from a good friend informing us that, he too had received a random phone call about a baby that was going to be put up for adoption. We didn't and still don't know too much about this situation as it worked out in a different way and hopefully where baby X gets to stay with family. However, the call started a process in my heart. Instead of hoping that we could bring this baby home, I was nervous, but more than anything, I began praying for baby X. My heart broke for this baby and I wanted God's best-His calling, His protection and His divine plan for this baby. It was an amazing thing to hurt for this Baby and even though at times, I was a little disappointed that things didn't work out, I was more at peace that the plan for this baby would be ordered by God. I thank God for sending this possibility into our life and for what this little life has done to my heart.